Run down

There are many things that come along with PCOS. Irregular periods has been the hardest, most traumatic for me. We moved to a new place, a new state about a year ago. For all but 6 weeks of that time, I have been bleeding. To say I'm tired, in an understatement. I'm really, really exhausted.

Next week I have an appointment at a Women's Clinic in Fairbanks. It's time to do something. I don't know what, as I don't know what all my options are, but I'm thinking about permanently fixing this issue. Yes, I'm considering a hysterectomy. It would be my birthday gift to myself.

The irony in all of this is that 10 years ago in April, we began the trying to conceive process, as a birthday gift to me. Irony at it's finest indeed. However, I have made no decisions yet. I want to be sure that I'm completely open to all options that he gives me.

So for now I wait, to see what lies ahead. I'm convinced that it will be up to me now. Ha. Okay, maybe not, but it will be my choice to choose what happens to my body at this point. At least I hope it will. We'll see.

Have a happy day!